Confessions of an ex-leftist

When I was a kid I was a leftist. This was not because I knew the differences between left and right and made a rational decision. It was because I was semi-politically minded and I liked the attention of being holier than those around me, especially my father. Of course I told myself I just wanted to change the world for the better. I wanted to end poverty, stop natural disasters, that kind of thing. I wanted to be on the right side of history.

When I became a teenager my focus shifted away from abstract thinking towards not being bullied at high-school. I was strange. It took me a couple of years before I fit in (it would take me many more years before I discovered that I did not give a shit about fitting in). I learned that bullying is a way to establish hierarchy within tribes. That such a hierarchy existed was my first lesson.

When I grew older, well into my late-teens, I wanted to get laid. However I was not very successful. Since I had learned to stop being bullied and make friends, I figured I could do the exact same thing with getting laid. So I learned game. This took me longer because social relations are fairly easy to fake but having sex with hot girls is a tougher test of character.

I devoured books, internet blogs, podcasts and I approached a ton of chicks. I learned the hard way that I had to be an uncaring charismatic jerkboy. That was my second lesson. Eventually I got laid often. But I was also confused. Everything that worked went against what I thought was right as a kid. It turned out women did not give a rat’s ass about being on the right side of history, and neither did men.

So I read some more, mostly dark enlightenment stuff. And eventually it dawned on me.

Life is complex, but life is also pretty straightforward. In life there is leftism and rightism. Leftism is lying, rightism is speaking truth. Most people lie, because it is in the interest of most people to lie. Therefore most people are leftists. Few people speak the truth, because it is in the interest of few people to speak the truth. Therefore few people are rightist.

Truth is its own validity. You can’t talk away what I can observe with my own eyes. That is all it means to be a rightist.

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3 thoughts on “Confessions of an ex-leftist

  1. “Truth is its own validity. You can’t talk away what I can observe with my own eyes. That is all it means to be a rightist.”

    If a majority fail to accept truth, because it’s not in their interests, and a minority accept truth because it IS in their interest, then how few must be those who would go one step beyond even that and dare ask, “Quid est Veritas?”

    After all, you can’t ask what truth is before you accept it exists.

    Now THAT I find interesting.

    1. Once truth is accepted, the answer to ‘quid est veritas?’ naturally follows. Truth just is. That is all there is to it. For a brahmin the only step beyond that is: how do I describe truth as accurately as possible?

      The philosophical wordgames around ‘Truth’ as some holy concept beyond human grasp are silly. We can never escape ourselves, so we can not know truth beyond our human experience. Searching for Truth in this sense is just a synonym for searching for God.

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